# Subjects.

1. My dad writes notes to everyone on the back of those stupid Jeopardy calendar notepad things. Today, in addition to learning that I can pay bills or something at utahcountyonline.com, I found out that the arch is indeed in St. Louis.
2. I'm sick of people wearing ugly clothes to be trendy. Nice clothes should come back in style.
3. I love to print things off on the new printer that uses toner, and not ink. It looks so free.
4. Being in Henry V scares me shitless. How on earth can I be the Chorus? I'm not even memorized, and no one knows it yet.
5. I can wear bras I bought (and fit into) in fifth grade.
6. My grandpa wants me to move out of my father's home. But the only indication I have of this is the fact that I feel it. My grandpa has been dead for years and I keep on not giving the gas card in his name back to my dad.
7. I hate it that my dogs match. I want to throw in a hideous great dane just to piss Leslie off.
8. That's me on the ferry to the Statue of Liberty. I wore the dress on purpose because I knew it would be windy.
9. Every time I come back to this list, the leaves are glowing like they did in the first entry I wrote in this blog.
10. Cutting up fresh tomatoes and putting them on top of cheap pizza just as it comes out of the oven makes me feel better than Martha Stewart.
11. I can't function in a messy room, but I don't want to motivate myself into cleaning.
12. My best friend has the coolest boyfriend ever, and I'm really really happy for her.
13. Once in a while, a topic about someone else justifies all this crap about me.
14. If I steal subjects from other people, I can be a good editorial writer.
15. I did so well at rehearsal today, and exactly 6 people told me so. 2 of the 6 told me twice. But what do I say back? They're all in the ensemble, and honestly I didn't notice a thing they did. They're all very nice people. One is kind of creepy, and one is very adamant about me knowing his name, but the rest are just very nice (and not the "nice" nice that I despise). But is a plain "thank you" enough? I know, I should make a list of every one that complements me and notice something they do well and tell them about it. I know it's false, but really it's the best I can do.
16. I was just reading back through this list, and I realized that since I wrote about bras in number 5, and then put a picture of myself, everyone will look at my chest. Or maybe they wouldn't have if I hadn't written this.
17. I keep on wondering that if I was in a movie, just as I am now, if I would be the pro- or antagonist.
18. Today is October 25. That means it is 2 months exactly until Christmas. I desperately don't want to buy presents for my family.
19. It snowed for the first time this season today. I don't know how people can think that's a good thing.